Author: Jason

I'm a black man with Christian values. A father to my son, a friend to those who desire my friendship, a lover of life and even more...
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10 months in Hollywood

Jason

Sitting here at a café; I sit and ponder upon life, specifically my life. I gaze outside of the window and see people walking along the sidewalk, cars driving, and various productions studios where various TV programs are filmed, like Sunset and Gower Studios and Nickelodeon studios. But, all I can think is that, “I’m still here after 10 months.” Growing up on a 200 acre farm in the village of Wilson, my normal experiences in life as a child compared to my life now, are so different. I rarely meet anyone who can relate to that part of me … Continue reading 10 months in Hollywood

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Beauty and Attraction

Jason

There are so many things in life which are beautiful, which I pass by everyday. I know that I don’t live in the Garden of Eden, but there are times when I smile because I stopped to notice the spontaneous innocent words of a young child, or the natural contours of a well-aged oak tree, or when I go outside and experience the beautiful breezy cool weather of southern California. I had a random thought, as I saw a young girl wearing some tight leggings, walking down the sidewalk. Now, this wasn’t something special or anything, because basically all females, … Continue reading Beauty and Attraction

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Christmas 2012

Jason

The past few days haven’t been the greatest of times for me at all. In fact, in the last two weeks I have gone through so much emotional distress and experienced unexpected tragedies which tested my inner strength and my core beliefs. So, being that today is Christmas, I really didn’t expect to feel the Christmas spirit… like singing Christmas carols, or giving and receiving gifts, or even celebrating the day with a special someone. And, honestly I really didn’t want to go anywhere or do anything. But, I ended up visiting a friend’s family and I spent Christmas evening … Continue reading Christmas 2012

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Loneliness and Indifference

Jason

A few nights ago, I entered into a conversation that really brought my attention towards my feelings about my own attitude towards women. I ended up spending much of the night with one of my friends talking about women. However, it wasn’t just a normal vain conversation on women… this time I really focused on helping him to see how women see him, so to understand how he naturally comes across to women. Overall, I was trying to help him build confidence in himself, so that he can get the attention of a women he finds attractive; then hopefully he’ll … Continue reading Loneliness and Indifference